Jealousys a curse

Willow it was your fault
you were my only friend
we never were apart
seemed it would never end

all of a sudden along comes this chick
and u were all over her
like she had a dik

i was sitting on my own
reminiscing how we were
our friendship was forgotten
all memories ablurr

you still talked to me on-line
told me how much fun u had
when i asked if it was cos of her
u told me not to chuck a sad

babe i love you dearly
but why couldn't u see it clearly
that i didn't have something in my eye
i just held my hopes trying not to cry

that night i cut
real deep inside
i called u up
fears i tried to hide

i told u i cut and that i was scared
my blood was so fierce
i thought i would end

the next day i was alright
cept for the uselessness of my arm
but it all came back to haunt me
because i told u i self harmed

u asked me why i did
and u knew it was cause of you
then you explained to me clearly what you didn't mean to do

now I'm sitting writing this down
with one more hole in my arm
all because i let it hurt
or let shit get me down