I\'m hurting inside not letting a tear come out in front of you my pain keeps building up inside trying to come out my pain will live forever inside in me blood red eyes from crying pain comes out my eyes blood dripping from my arm the pain comes out my blood pain is every wear in me and it comes out every wear I cant let go and I cant forget not speaking hoping to die planing my death over and over again writing every word I want to say reading it at night thinking when will I die when will it all be over my pain just keeps living building up inside people think I\'m doing OK I\'m just fine but they should know what I\'m fine means f upped and all of that and it really is true my pain just keeps coming I\'m only aread 2 things living and my pain that keeps coming
you know this sucks I suck and I hate myself but I\'ll keep writing cause it helps
