Without a final breath...

I thought i wanted suicide,
I thought i wanted death,
I thought i did for certain this time,
But don't you hold your breath.

I thought that i hated life,
I really thought i did,
I thought that i wanted to pay,
For all that i have sin.

Sometimes life gets hard,
Then sometimes it picks up quick,
Sometimes i want to die,
But then change my mind in a blink.

My life is still really suckish,
And with no doubt i still think about dying,
It hurts when no one's there to help you,
And your sitting all alone crying.

But people ain't there cos you don't want them to be,
Its all at you own choice,
Its not that they don't wanna help,
They just don't here your trembled voice
Tell them you need their help!

Make them feel your feelings,
Make them see your pain,
Show them all the blood you've poured,
Tell them about that main vein!

As for me,
I just don't know,
For i thought i wanted death,
I thought i wanted to leave this place,
Without a final breath.

(Current Mood: Confused)