Waste of time

I'm sitting here
looking at your picture
wonder if you're really worth it
cuz I'm so confused

the first time i saw you
i fell for you
but at that time
i was just a silly girl

then i realize that you
will never be with me
know that i have a new life
a new love, and all that stuff
you want me to be with you

i cheat on my boyfriend
because of you!!!
i cried for you
you said you wanna be with me
but I'm not the same girl
i used to be

everything is messed up
now you screwed everything up

*man!! this is a really bad poem!! lol i suck!! 4 real!!! anyways*