Don't be sad...

This isn't good bye forever
it's just time I pulled the lever
it isn't your fault that I fell
I just couldn't breathe to yell
It isn't the fact of the being
it's the tears that never stopped streaming
It's the pain that I caused
it's my life I put on pause
It's my anger pushing me inside
it's the fear that wouldn't hide
It's the fight that I finally lost
it's my life that it cost
It's me who did this
now you guys won't get pissed
It isn't the backstabbing that was last
it's the thought that I had to pass
It isn't the cutting that made me this way
I just had to die today
It isn't the thought that came true
it isn't a reason to be blue
No one loved me anyway
I'm finally saying good bye today