This is my last word
If only it's me you heard
I can't take this feeling anymore
so please stop calling me a w h o r e
I can't please anyone now
so why should I live
tell me how?
I'm cutting on a regular basis
making me go crazy and throwing vases
I don't like who I've become
having no place to call home
I'm the girl who's siting in the corner
I'm the girl who doesn't care
but I'm the girl they sit and stare at
I'm the girl who takes your crap
I can't stand on my own
not the light but the darkness shown
I can't cut my life away
I already tried that the other day
I can't pop the pills like I use to
they can't do anything for me too
I can't drink my sorrows away
I did that in the past day
I can't go anymore crazy
my head hurts and it's getting hazy
I can't breathe these lies
you tell me
I have no more tears to cry
I have nothing left to see
it's time I stop this pain
it's time I'm at ease
It's time that I go away and lie
it's time my life is seized
it's time i go away and die
