Nightmare

Shallow heart,
narrow mind,
fadeing pulse,
press rewind,
drowsy eyes,
distant touch,
crowded thoughts,
not asking much,
sweaty palms,
drawn out face,
bad feelings,
get out of this place,
musty smell,
broken nails,
what went wrong?
my memory fails,
bleeding mouth,
missing teeth,
on a coffin,
laid a wreath,
tears falling,
pale face,
whos funeral,
at my place?
loud scream,
no-one hears,
did they come true...
all my fears?
was it me,
on that day?
it was me in the coffin,
there i lay,
shocked with horror,
i woke to find,
that eveything that happened,
was all in my mind,
my nightmare,
which felt so real,
was what would of happened,
if we stayed with neil.

*neil is my step father... its not that good but i woke up late one night and i just sorta wrote it and couldnt stop!!!