You knew I scarred easily

I don't understand why you find it funny that I hurt
And how you can laugh at me when I trip and fall
Is our love just some sick game for you
Why do you yell insults at me down the hall
You know me so well, you know how fragile I am
And how easily I can shatter and brake
Are you just pretending to care once and a while
I fall for you again, I fall prey to you game again
It's a double sided game the one you always play
Switching from gentle love to venomous hate
Your truth and lies swirl together, confused us both
You say you still care, yet desert me in dire need
I can't stand this, I have to stop my sweet addiction
Of being so dependently in love with you
Because you keep punishing me for the past
Convinced that I deserve additional suffering
Yet you still have not bothered to ask about
The price I'd already paid for loving you
The long prices, shallow and deep, purple and red
A sum higher than you will ever know
I loved you and you spitefully used me
You cut me deep and emotionally abused me
I fall down to my knees in front of you
Begging you to save me and hold me one more time
But you laugh at me with a cruel little smile
And turn you back on me walking away with another girl
I have always been told I scar easily in multiple ways
Now I know it, my mistake was becoming tied to you
The scars forever show my death because you cut me loose

As I am sure you can guess, this one is about my ex boyfriend, and yeah, he really, really hurt me, more than he will ever know, and that's just . . . sad. Rate and comment please!