Problems

Problem after problem
They continue to come
My life is a disaster
Everything in me is numb
My heart is broken
Bits and pieces remain
My once "perfect" life
Is now nothing but pain
People used to see me smile
And ask me what's wrong
They used to understand
But that didn't last long
People change, relationships end
They say life must go on
I don't really see the point though
When everything I had is gone
My life is just one problem
One with no solution
Everything I once love is gone
Due to this internal pollution
The pollution created by the people
The people who couldn't care less
Those who have lied the whole time
But have yet to confess
Those who said they'd never leave
Have all gone without say
The pain, the anger- unbelievable
Day after fcking day
The people I trusted and loved
Have now lied and deceived
If someone told me this was coming
I would not have believed
I poured my heart out
Gave everything in my soul
Only to be eternally mistaken
And left with this bleeding hole
Holes- inside and out
That they say only time will heal
But will time completely change me,
So again I can feel?
Confusion, anger, defeat-
My feelings on a daily basis
No one could ever see or understand
The feelings this girl faces
The problems after problems
That will continue to stay
The problems after problems
Day after every day