Your lies

You left without a word,
No sign of a goodbye.
Just a lousy text message,
Of which half of it was a lie.

I'm tired of writing poems,
About you and only you.
But you are on my mind,
There's nothing i can do.

I miss you so much,
God do i need you here.
You are my savior,
How i wish you were near.

But we are both angry,
And have locked away our past.
We have tried to face reality,
And saw that we wouldn't last.

Now i have to live without you,
And i don't think that i can.
Tell me how to make it through,
Without me holding your hand