For my daddy

The only way to mend a broken heart
Is with the tears it made from the start
Telling me what I want to hear may help me get through
But crying for now is all I can do
I only wish I could hate you
And people say you should not break my heart but you do
People ask why I keep going to see you
And I tell them it is something I have to do
I love you to death, I just wish you could see
All this pain that remains inside of me
All the pain that keeps growing in this little girl
Who has always made her daddy her world
Daddy I know your not blind, I know you can see
All this pain you have caused inside of me
This pain is beyond mending
And I cannot just go on pretending
That everything is okay
Because it is killing me every day
I pray for you to come home every night
And never let go of the hope that you might
Just love me enough
To come see me more then twice a month
Daddy you left me once, do not leave me again
Because this heart already will never mend
But just forget it now, I do not want your sympathy
Where were you when I was crying, You barely even see me
Your in a different state every week
every time you would walk away from me I would get a little more weak
or so I thought, but turns out you have only made me stronger
and I love you still, but this pain is no longer
I cannot believe I have even dealt with it for this many years
I cannot believe I have cried this many tears
Daddy I love you with all my heart
But now is a new start
I cannot keep getting hurt from you
And I am doing all that I can do
I will still pray for the day
You will care enough to stay
But I cannot deal with this pain,
Not another day

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