Ur Dirty Little Secret

I sat by you everyday
Tried to talk to you mostly everyday
I told my friends about you,
I even set my heart for you
I liked you like any girl would,
Till my friend said he was no good

He had a secret,
Not any kind of secret where he didn't like you
It was his dirty little secret

He sees things in a different way
In a meaning he is gay

I told myself it wasn't true,
maybe if i said i love you?
But he was gay and i have to see that
To look at him makes me cry
To not look at him makes me die

I don't know what to do,
But inside i still love you
Inside to me you'll always be that straight guy
But on the outside you always be that gay guy!