I dont know anymore

by michelle   Nov 29, 2005


You think that I am confidant,
When really I am shy,
My past is a secret,
That I hold as one big lie.

I dont want all the sorrow,
I hate all the hugs,
All I want in my own heart,
Is to know, that I am loved.

I used to cry myself to sleep,
Cut my arms with a knife,
I was only 14 years old,
And I hated my own life.

Still not much has changed,
And I dont know why im here,
I want my death to be close,
I wish the heavens lived near.

Iv taken enough already,
My head is always aching,
Im tired of my stuck on smile,
That I am always faking.

So im sorry if im distant,
And move away sometimes,
Its hard to get to close,
When all Ive know is hard times.

The tears right now are falling,
There half way down my cheek,
Lets just hope I hold on,
For the rest of this week.

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  • 18 years ago

    by Sammikinz

    Loved it......i understand wat ya saying hun...anyways reli greta poem..xx

  • 18 years ago

    by Torn

    Aw babe yes lets hope='(
    hun u r amazing, i feel so much through ur words..please htink of everything u'd be leaving behind. Take life one day at a time ok hun?
    i just noticed this mistake:
    "When all Ive know is hard times."
    known?
    just to make it perfect:P
    and also in the last stanza 'there' *they're.
    just observations babe..the poem is awesome
    >torn -x.x.x-