It turns out i'm not okay!

Things were going good thought I might actually be whole,
I had finally stopped cutting I had taken control.

He brought me smiles that i never thought I even had in me,
what can i say he brought out the best in me.

The tears became smiles and the sobs became giggle fits,
He was picking up the pieces of me all the broken bits.

But then of course it all fell apart,
And once again I was left in the dark

I found out he was never true,
He had another girlfriend and all this time I never knew.

She called me up and yelled at me threw the phone,
I threw all his crap out onto the yard and told him to leave me alone!

Then that night I took the blade to my wrist to see if it was all real that it did really happen today,
And guess what..it turns out I'm not okay!

** kinda gay i know **