FAKE

The air smells like death.
Like hate.
Like love.
This life was not for me.
Tearing me apart slowly.
Faking a smile.
A laugh.
Every day.
of my horrid life.
Like a movie.
Wishing this wasn't me.
Can i be beautiful.
For one day, Just 1 day.
Would you see me dead.
Laying there.
Blood all over my face and floor.
In the end.
Who will care.
This fake life in front of you.
But now I'm here to tell you the truth.
I did die.
You did kill me.
Every word you told me.
Carved into my skin.
But you will never see.
Because no one ever sees me.
I`m a ghost to the world.
And thats what I will stay as.
Candy coated tears that are fake.
Sweet talk never was real.
I`m not real.
Real to no one.
Not even myself.