Dream

-------I had a dream last night and it kinda effected me a bit. and so i wrote out my feelings on how i felt toward a friend and what they did to me in the dream.-----

Last night you affected me
I don't know how you did,
You made a decision which I was happy for,
I didn't try and hide it from you,
I didn't understand though.
I was happy and upset at the same time,
I had a smile on my face not any fake smile but for once a real one.
Even though it was a real smile I was still deep down hurt,
Why I was hurt and happy at the same time?
Then I realized it,
At first it hurt my whole body dropped,
As you were about to go with on your decision,
I saw my life before my eyes,
My whole heart got crushed,
As you stood in front of me,
I couldn't believe what you were about to do to me,
I turned a way as you were about to go on with it,
Then under a second,
I looked up for some strange reason,
And at the same time,
I saw you stop and I heard the words from your mouth,
The words I wanted to hear.
Yet I still don't know why it affected me.
Hours later I woken up
Confused, upset and lost.
I didn't understand what happened to me,
I don't get why I'm so affected over something so small,
I rather have you happy then have myself.
I put my friends before myself.
Yet again it was just a dream.
A dream that will be a memory in my head forever.