Lovely poem dear..really nice!!
speaking from my personal xperience...if u really love someone so badly...just stay strong...as if the love is true...he/she has to come back to u..no matter how??
there is a favourite phrase of mine
If you kick John Bull...he will lick you
If you lick John Bull...he will kick you!!
the more u run towards anything..the more it runs against u and vice versa...
sorry if i didnt made any sense at all..take care and all the best