WHY??

WHY?
Why does they have to think that way?
Why does they have to be this way?
Why can't you understand what I don't have to say?
Why didn't you care about me at all, and ruined my day?
Why do I have to be surprised of you, and my words I unsay?
Why do I have to keep stressed of that and use a fake display?
Why do you like hurting people, and watch them get dismay?
Why didn't I know that, and did not have an inside survey?
Why do I have to hate you? And I don't know if I do or not?
Why do I have to forget while I don't want?
Why don't I have the control of my thought?
Why can't I feel okay for once?
Why do I always have to lose my control and balance?
Why don't I have a stronger self-defance?
Why can't I answer you back right away, even before you finish your sentence?
Why I have to listen to YOU for instance?
Why did you trick me and tell lies?
Why did you let me have to write a poem full whys?
Why does every friendship I get dies?
Why do I have to be confused all the time?
Why do I have to confide to a paper in a poem with rhyme?
Why do I have to keep suffering inside, until I hear the fire chime?
Why do you have that kind of heart, with thick grime?
Why do you want to teach me while you are not right?
Why do you think that you heart is purely white?
Why do you think that you are that bright?
Why do you think in a way that you know I wont like?
Why do I have to keep writing this while I know it won't have an end?
Why do I need confide to this paper and to it, my feelings I send?
Why can't I say anything and my heart you always offend?
Why can't all this go away with the wind?
Why should I remember it all, and to it I get back?
Why do I have to keep having this painful attack?
Why do I have to have my memories everyday as a snack?
Why do I need to write this while you don't understand?
Why are you still reading this, when I'm not done, I still have an AND?
Why does the word WHY have three letters only?
Why does it have to mean a lot and kill me slowly?
Why can't I end this peacefully?
Why can't I finish this more gently?
Why can't I find an answer for all what I've said?
Why, why, why it will stay the same even if you keep reading ahead
Why don't I finish it now?
Why didn't I know how?
Why did I write ALL this?
The answer is simple, because this is how I am, if you didn't guess.