Teenage Angst

Lol, I wrote this ages ago as well. Looking back on it now it's really funny. So that's why it's in the funny poems, cause it's rather cr*p lol.

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I hate life
and want to die
People say that they'd miss me
but I know that it's a lie

My friends say there care
But they don't notice when I'm sad
It gets really annoying
it makes me really mad

A guy will come along
and tell you that you're great
But then, later on
He says he just wants to be mates

People lie to me
It's totally broken my trust
Then they blame it on me
and leave me in the dust

In my life there's constant fighting
it makes me so confused
The words, they really hurt me
it makes my heart feel so abused

Yesterday I ran away
I couldn't take it anymore
In the end I did go home
Even though my heart was torn

I cried and cried
I just couldn't stop
There were so many tears
it completely soaked my top

I tried to kill myself today
but unfortunately it didn't work
I try to tell people how I feel
but all they do is smirk

The only thing that matters now
is my gorgeous dog
If anything happens to him
I'll squish myself with a log

The pain will be in my heart forever
even when I'm dead
At the moment it's hurting
and it still will when I go to bed

I wish the pain would go away
I wish there were no more fights
But I know that will never happen
ARGH! Reality bites!

© ShatteredAngel 2005