Denial

Thoughts of love, life and war
running through my mind
I thought that you were
one of the nicest guys that I could find

I thought that you were faithful
and I thought you didn't stray
But what I didn't know
is that you'd throw my heart away

You were always there for me
and took care of me at night
The moment you walked past me at school
I thought it was love at first sight

My friends tried to warn me
that you would tear my life apart
But I didn't listen
and to you I gave my soul and heart

I should have realised you didn't love me
you never have and never will
And even though I know that
I can't help but love you still

I wish that I had magic
and then I could make you mine
I wish that dreams came true
and that you would cross the line

Do you believe in magic
or am I the only one
If you don't believe in it
then how do you explain the sun

I don't know why I feel this way
but I know what I feel is true
And I know that even though I deny it
I'm still in love with you

© ShatteredAngel 2005