Abuse

You said you'd always be there for me
and somehow I thought it was true
One day I found out it was a lie
and I fell out of love with you

All you ever do
is make people feel bad
But for some reason when I'm not with you
I feel nothing but sad

I remember the day clearly
when you left me on my own
And now I have no one
and I have to sleep all alone

Even though you hurt me
and took your anger out on me
I keep thinking of us
and what we used to be

Every night I would kneel
by my bed and pray
That someday everything
would be ok

My praying didn't work
and now I can finally see
That us being together
simply wasn't meant to be

All you did was abuse me
like I was something that didn't matter
And now I'm climbing to heaven
on the golden ladder

Your hitting went too far
and your kicking did as well
Sooner or later
you'll end up in hell

While I'm in heaven
I'll haunt your dreams
But baby
you deserve to scream

© ShatteredAngel 2005