Thoughts are always wrong

I thought id pushed
all the pain away
but i was wrong

i thought all the
memories were fading away
but i was wrong

i thought i was over
feeling worthless
but i was wrong

i thought i could stop
the thoughts of cutting
but i was wrong

i thought the feelings
of fatness was in the past
but i was wrong

i thought i could
move on
but i was wrong

i thought maybe things
would be different this time
but i was wrong

i thought peoiple would
help me through this time
but i was wrong

i thought friends
actually cared
but i was wrong

i thought having someone to
like would make me happy
but i was wrong

i thought that feelings of
emptiness id left behind
but i was wrong

i thought we could just
be friends
but i was wrong

i thought that my life
had meaning
but i was wrong

i thought i was
going somewhere
but i was wrong

i thought i could cope
but i was wrong

i thought things were
going to work out
but i was wrong

i thought feeling sucidal
was erased from my mind
but i was wrong

i hate being wrong