Help me as I fall
Further and further down
Deeper and deeper into the ground
Spiraling into uncontrollable pain
Waking in the night
Screaming your name
Holding onto these thoughts
Living in these moments
Stuck upon this shelf
Failing to be myself
Always constrained and unexplained
Stuck here, stuck there
Lost in these thoughts
Suffering for I am not there
Not knowing what to do
Ever since I’ve been gone from you
