You made me hate you

Push me away,
shout at me,
make me cry,
laugh at me,
beat me down,
then spit on me,
leave me,
and hurt me,
rip my heart in two,
like you never cared,
say you faked it all,
that you always loved her,
tell me I'm nothing to you,
that i never will be,
tell me I'm a fool,
for thinking you loved me,
make me hurt so much,
that i cant take it anymore,
make me slit my wrists,
then leave me on the floor,
make me end my life,
to prove my love to you,
i dont want to hurt anymore,
I'm broken in two,
make me hurt you,
so i dont hurt so bad,
so i dont miss you,
and want back what we had,
make me despise you,
with all of my heart,
so its not still loving you,
and tearing apart...