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by *tegan Nov 29, 2005 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
I cannot go on like this it shouldn't be this way feeling this pain all the time and bleeding everyday but it just hurts so much worse that it has ever been but i have to act so happy the pain is never seen thats what really hurts the most the fact that I'm completely fake i was supposed to be so strong i was never meant to break but now its done..I'm broken i lay bleeding on the floor i cant find the strength to carry on i cant get up anymore i thought things were getting better i was finally moving on but then it all just went down hill.. i guess that i was wrong so now i am stuck waiting for someone to set me free waiting for things to change waiting for you to rescue me..