~~This is what goes through my head and heart at the moment, cause it describes my love situation.......
please read it and message me cause I really want to know how much you like it and what you don't like so can do it better the next time~~~
-Confusing love-
I close my eyes
And I see all the memories
Of the time
When I thought I only love you
But time passed by
And I get to know him
He was your best friend
And I fell in love with him from the start
I remember being totally confused
Cause I didn't know who to love
But then you had a girlfriend
And I thought you love her, not me
You were happy
Always had a smile on your face
I loved him more everyday
And I pushed my feelings for you away
We were all good friends
Were so close together
I realized that he loved me, too
But was too afraid to show it
I thought when you come back
After you were two months away from us
You'd help me and him
To ignore our fear to get hurt
But then things went different
All our dreams suddenly changed
I only sent you this test
To know how you think about me
You told me you love me
Suddenly all changed
Cause as you came back
You were different to me
You hug me more
And put your arms around me
And as you smiled at me
Your eyes told me that you've missed me
I thought you act different
When he's around
But I was wrong
You don't change
So now I don't know what to do
Cause I love him
But deep down a little part of my heart
Is still yours
I try to ignore that my heart
Won't help me through this situation
But, honey, I love him more
You had your chance
I loved you so
But you had her
I cried but found him
Now I try to make HIM realize that I love him
It's so confusing
But you want to break up
With your girlfriend
Don't do that because of me
Don't you see that your Chance just passed by?
Don't you see that you hurt everybody by doing this?
Don't you see that love isn't that easy?
Don't you see it's too late for US????
