What happened in that darkened room?
Where silence reigned
A deadly reminder of what would come.
I don't know now, and didn't before,
How she left us or why.
It's an unexplained disaster
One thing I fear overall,
The undecipherable and unknown
Things that are buried,
Deep in memories.
I am broken, yet I go on
Into this mist of hate ad loneliness.
All I want is to get away
From this empty world.
I want to burn my heart so I won't feel it,
The pain of so many memories
Weighing down and almost drowning me
In their heavy way.
I am lost and lonely
The unexplained nips at my heals
And gnaws at my heart.
I wish so many things didn't happen
I don't know what did really
All I feel is nothing,
I am numb and floating
In a sea of pain and suffering,
Let me go!
