When you look at me
You think you see
The girl who you think I'll always be
But I'm not the same
Since things have changed
You've done things to me
That can never be rearranged
I've stood by your side
Day and night
I have forgiven you for all your lies
I have welcomed you with open arms back in my life
But at this point it's impossible for me to picture myself as your wife
You've given me reasons to leave you
You even cheated and it probably should have ended there
But I loved you too much I simply felt too much care
When I think back it's more than my heart can bear
You might pretend to be
The one and only man for me
But I need more than what I see
And at this point I dont wanna settle for less
I need someone whose heart only longs for me
Thats the way a true relationship in my opinion should be
I know I'm no saint myself
But you don't really think when the one you love puts you through hell
I wish I could erase all these memories and put them away on a shelf
But it sticks to my brain
And it tears me down like rain
But the fact is I don't wanna go back and things can never be the same.
Now I'm confused and I don't know what to do
I'm trying to figure out what it really is I feel for you!!
