The stupid things I do, are nothing new
My heart gives in too easily
My mind dreams of things that can never be
constantly I break my own heart
loving someone who would never love me
I put myself out there to be hurt
No one can be blamed for the pain I feel
I just need to learn to deal with my own sorrow
Keep it inside as I secretly cry
wishing to die
Never showing emotion again
especially to the one I love
just keeping it locked inside
like a precious dove
too painful for anyones eyes
My heart bleeds as the pain I feel
weighs it down
black the only rose found
hidden beneath lies deceit
This pain can only be blamed on me
and my wondering mind
