We used to be the best of friends nothing could come between us
we shared our lives with one another and we would never judge
no matter what we said to each other or how mad we got
we knew we would always be friends
but one day that changed
i don't know how it happened
but because of it my entire world went crumbling down
i needed your friendship or so i thought
but that thought soon changed i found someone new
someone who needed my friendship too
and who i could see myself being friends with for a long time
and thats what happened we were friends
but even though i had this amazing friend right in front of me
i still felt empty
like her friends ship wasn't enough or just not what i needed
then there is this year
i find myself friends with you again and i couldn't be happier
i believe I'm my real self when I'm with you
I'm not fake or phony and I'm not trying to impress anyone
because i know you'll like me either way
but now that we're friends again i realize things have changed
I'm not your only real friend anymore you have a lot more of them
and i still have this empty feeling inside
because i know now that maybe my friendship with you doesn't mean as much to you as it does to me
maybe you didn't miss me at all when i was gone
you have these friends here either way
maybe they aren't as true to you or even as real
but you like them just as much
so now I'm at a cross road
choose to be friends with you and everything that comes with that
or go back to the person i can and will always count on to be there for me when i need her
because she knows how to be a real best friend
its your choice really
i just want to be happy
