I cant believe you did this to me again
how can you continue to lie to me like this
what did i ever do to you that was so terrible
that you would want me to go through so much pain?
i don't even understand it
i don't think Ive done anything but love you since i met you
but no you don't agree you think I'm this terrible person who just doesn't understand
so you stop talking to me trying to get me to go away
but i never leave... I'm still hear waiting for you
and then one day we talked and i thought "yes hes back"
but no you have to go and screw that up to
if all you wanted to do was apologize then so be it
but you didn't have to lie to me again
making me think you still care when you really don't
i don't know why i fell for it again
maybe its because it sounded so real
you made it seem as if it was all your fault
when it was actually mine
and now i don't know what to do
i obviously still love you
but you will never again feel the same
so i guess ill just have to do what you do everyday
ill pretend you don't exist and hope you'll go away
and maybe that will help ease the pain of losing the only one who seem to truly care
...but i doubt it
