Eyes full of wonder
staring straight ahead
lost in a contrast world
not knowing where to be lead
Her feet glued to the ground
not able to stand up tall
the world keeps spinning
not to stop at all.
She looses balance
all train of thought
her feelings catch up
her mind gets caught.
With all the drama
and all the stress
all the feelings
to be confessed.
She's like entertainment
to people around
they find joy in seeing
her saddening frown.
People talk and laugh
behind her back
the rudeness they have
the sense they lack.
They cause her pain
and all her tears
all of the thoughts
she secretly fears.
Don't they know
how it makes her feel?
Can't they see
her tears are real?
Its all reality
her pain is not fake
all these thoughts
she just can't take.
She imagines life
without the frowns
without the negativity
of feeling down.
The angel of death
offers her hand
she takes it hoping
they'll understand.
This is the only way
she knows how,
she holds her breath
its all over now....