It's So Hard....

*It's so hard to say " I love you, "
and not draw back tears*

*Its so hard to know that you're
not there to help me face my fears*

*Its so hard to know the
phone's at reach, but I can not
hear your voice*

*Its so hard to see you laughing
when I'm crying deep inside*

*Its so hard to just find
feelings and now have to make
them hide*

*Its so hard to live without you,
when I need you more then words*

*I want to scream how much
I love you but hold back and
not be heard*

*Its so hard to go to sleep at
night when I can not dream
of you*

*Its so hard to think that you
might fall in love with someone
new*

*Its so hard to not start crying
when I hear your favorite song*

*Its so hard to sit and wonder,
where did I go wrong?*

*Its so hard to live without you
if I only would have known*

*I will never love another,
I would rather be alone*