Wishing it was me

Watching you holding her
the way you once held me
makes me want to disappear
hiding my tears so you can't see

Watching you whisper
those lies in her ear
telling her "I love you"
they're the same words I used to hear

Watching you kiss her
remembering how one kiss from you
always made me so happy
no matter what I was going through

Watching you make her laugh
I wish I was her for just a little while
so I could hear your jokes
and you could make me smile

Watching you hold her hand
makes me want to feel your touch
then I would feel safe again
I miss that feeling so much

Watching you look into her eyes
and I can still feel my heart break
it'll never be whole again
you still have the pieces I let you take