Waiting

Ever since he died
i started thinking about death
and life has become,
one big waiting game

my wonderful grandma,
plagued with breast cancer
killing her slowly
its only a matter of time

my hilarious grandpa,
who once was full of life
now in a nursing home
left waiting for his own death

I'm dreading the moment
that the time is up
because I'll have to relive it all
the pain n never ending heart ache

because all this pain
is making me wait
for my own death
its slowly painfully killing me...

PLEASE COMMENT!!! thnx