*I feel empty sad and alone........my heart is cold and heavy like a stone. My nightmares last as long as the rain and they end up causing pain. I feel a little bare and a little breeze and am scared to lift up my sleeve. You said that you loved me and would till the end of time. well guess what you lied and fooled my head. Now all i can do is watch the clock and wish i was dead. It\\\'s funny how one broken heart can make you feel, and how people think it\\\'s no big deal. you want to know what it\\\'s like to be someone who\\\'s empty just close your eyes and you\\\'ll see plenty. Life has no meaning anymore to me because i feel like I\\\'m gonna soon see that it\\\'s really sucks feeling empty. You see i have scars. Ones that can\\\'t be seen. There\\\'s life so far do between. I use to want to come out side and see my friends. But nobody told me that happiness would end. I never lied so much in my years. I never cried so many tears. I put on a smile fake and plain. When really this place is driving me insane. Does he want me? Does he understand. Will anyone ever get who i am. I feel empty sometimes I\\\'m afraid. his broken heart feels so betrayed. I have friends, i have my life. But i never was so close to this knife. I feel empty sad and alone. I feel cold, my hearts heavy, like a stone. I want him i think i need him. Does anyone understand. It\\\'s like I\\\'m running. But I\\\'m going nowhere. It\\\'s like I\\\'m alive but I\\\'m really not here.
