No it's me...

Cuts so deep
it's hard to sleep
hunger pains
but no weight I gain
skin and bones
scars are to be shown
a master peice on my body
only now, it's a hobby
this is the last
but now I'm obsessed
no eating for days
am I in a haze
skinny, no I'm not
hoping that I get shot
suicide is on my mind
putting my happiness all behind
grabbing the knife
on my way out
ending my life
no one will pout