Dont know

I don't know how to tell you
i don't know where to start
obviously its about me
and my broken heart

i don't know where to go
or tell you that i lie
i do it everyday
because i no you wont try

people know i do it
and they really don't care
I'm admitting i need help
i need someone to be there

i cant stop the cutting
i cant stop the crying
because this is how i help myself
when my inside is dieing

i wish i wasn't like this
of how i wish to die
because i no theres more
and i shouldn't have to cry

but i don't no how to live
i don't no how to smile
its hard to change it now
because I've been like his for awhile

i cant stop my thinking
i do it all the time
its become a part if me
it something i call mine

i cant say ill stop
but i think i would try
because i do want to live
and not have to die

i don't no what to do
and thats something i don't like
but I'm still here, for now
to put up a good frickin fight!

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by Manda

--S.M.I.L.E-- keep smiling!