Death Wish

Death Wish

This is what I write,
About what happens to me.
Before I cry at night,
When no one else can see.

Why am I here,
What did I do wrong.
When will it be clear,
The pain is too strong.

No one will care,
If I choose to die.
Well its not fare,
That they had to lie.

Darkness is all around,
I can see now them.
Demons start to surround,
I know my problem.

Am I the one to blame,
Condemned to hell.
This is all the same,
Where I shall dwell.

I wish I were dead,
It would end my pain.
No more could be said,
Am I really insane.

By Fred Smith