How Did I?

It's two oclock
and I'm waitin just to talk to you
and I can feel my heart beating
Cause I'm anxious just to talk to you
Oh how I wish I could hold you,
just lay in your arms
I dream I could kiss you
and see your sweet smile
If only I was able, to love you like I want to do

How did I, get myself into this
Why can't I get myself out
I've fell for you so many times before
and I'm doing it again right now

You're ever so far, far away from me
and yet close enough to see
This love that I feel for you, everyday
It's hurtin me, just a nasty tease

Pulling at my heart,
screaming for my tears
how is it losing you is my biggest fear...
when I'm not sure I have you

How did I get myself into this
Why can't I get myself out
I've fell for you so many times before
and trust me, I'm doing it now

How did I get myself...into this.

This is actually a song - I do alot of songs, but I don\'t post them on this site, simply because it\'s a poetry site. But I\'m slowly posting some. Tell me what you think:)