It is horrible when people close to you die, and even worse when it is suicide
i know the feeling of just adding to the list of the dead, and knowing that there are so many more people out there who felt like those who have passed away is a chilling thought because you know that the numbers will grow

i am so sorry for your lose, this is a beautiful peom

A very emotion-filled poem. Excellent write. I too, know how I feel when I lose a close one. I am sorry for your loss. Again though, great write.