Best mistake

The whole time you held me, the whole time we kissed, my body it shook, i couldn't breath, before it had never been like this. i felt alright , like i could spend the rest of my life with you. but when you turned away, when those words i heard you say, i knew that not loving me was OK. so this isn't what hurt me. what did was i knew when you walked out the door, it was not you and i anymore. it hurt to see the best friend to me walk away and for us to not speak. the site of you would make me weak, but something in you too was hidden i couldn't see. i guess it was the words i thought you wouldn't ever have to say about me... but in my heart i know that i was wrong,that you think that i am just too dumb, and cared much to realize you too just wanted to use me. the best mistake i made wasn't loosing Corie, but to need you.**