It happened again
he's just like the others
no one can fill the gap he left
i tried and i failed
to find another
my pain went away
for just a short day
but now I'm here again
in this hell we call reality
nothing works like you think it will
but can he even tell
i wish i couldn't feel
that emotions weren't real
life was just a game
and hurtful words were just names
but life is really painful
it never goes
the way its supposed to
and now as i review the past
my memory gets a flash
a flashback to just a few weeks ago
when i was so happy
and didn't feel so low
but then i come back to life
back to all this hurtful strife
and i know that i will eventually heal
but right now i wish i couldn't feel
