Girl, you truly are going through hell and i just wish i could be there, with you. You know you can always call me and i'm always here to listen. i know some of what your facing, and i want to be there for you to try and help you through because you mean SO MUCH to me and i couldn't bare knowing that ANYTHING happened to you emotionally or physically that hurt you. Keep writing hun, and i hope it helps to get you through some of your struggles. Be strong and find your hope and your life again!
love Caitie