I Won't Hurt You, Just Me

I cut myself last night
To shut out all the stress
I know it wasn`t right
But it actually hurt less

I shut myself up in my room
And played a CD loud
No one could hear my doom
Or my crying sound

School is so damn tough
So I had to do it twice
I`ve seriously had enough
But I try and act so nice

My friends keep me going
Even though they don`t care
I rarely go out partying
They don`t invite me there

My parents slit up months ago
Dad`s found someone new
They always put on a show
Even though I`m all sick through

I cut myself last night
To shut out all the stress
I know it wasn`t right
Bit it actually hurt less

No one really knows just
What it`s like fore me
No drugs or talent or lust
I really want to flee

Best friends always fighting
I`m caught in the hub
So I keep on writing
And drowning at the pub

You might say that I am trying
To get some full attention
That I am only lying
And has no real intension

I`ll cut myself tonight
And cry out all my fears
I seriously can`t win this fight
Looking through my tears