Let me swallow....
Let me cut....
Let me sniff...
Let me die...
This hasn't happened to me for a while
Heaven fulfilled my lost soul wandering
Hell is leading me to death
So now I'll keep you warm in hell
I look at my life where so many people are
Where they treat me like a brother
Where I know I belong here
But I feel misfitted in the long run
It's amazing how one person
One person influences your heart
They lead you so high then they poor you down
I'm left alone in my misery
Let this blade slowly run
Let this blade slowly bleed
Let this pill slowly tear
Let this pi ll slowly kill
I'm ready to die, and before was a fluke
I'm ready to feel my death
I'm ready to feel my own bloody cuts
I'm just so fu**ing down
I've failed you where you've failed me
I've held you too tight where you've held me
I've cried too hard where you've cried on me
I'm going to cut too deep where you never cut
Your violation is not only skin deep
Your violation is killing my heart
Where I've wanted you I miss now
I hate my created deception
Slowly slide my needle into my veins
Let it mix, let me feel this new heaven
This is my new way of life
This is my new way of death...
Sorry it's a lot...I have a lot on my mind if you can tell...