Heartbroken

These tears running down my face
my throat clogging up
i cant control it
its killing me on the inside

my hearts melting
like a ice cube in a hot pan
take that sizzling pan
hit me! knock me out!
i will black out
and wont be able to feel the pain

soon it'll charge back
a sharp shock rushing through my head
making me feel like
i wanna drop dead and cry my heart out

all this cause my heart to be broken
the thought of his love
the pain he put me through
will come back
but 10x worse

its a bruise that sobs in my mind
i can feel the deep busting heartbeats but
once it heals
ill hopefully will go back to the way i use to be

i will be away of who i love
cause i don't want those deep sharp pains of love anymore