I must confess that I have never known a person like you. You make me feel so disgusted, nothing will ever come close to you. You got a bad reputation but I know the true you. People tell me that your like this n' that but its just gossip right? I dont trust you and dont believe in you. I never thought there was so much damaging things in the world. I think about you all the time, I wonder why? why are you in my world? I know I'm gonna see you soon but i wish i wouldnt. When were together its like our own little slice of hell. I kill the butterflies, those precious butterflies mean so much, but wilt at the thought your ugly touch. my heart skips a beat when you speak. i go numb when our bodies touch. i despise to look into your beautiful brown eyes knowing what you say is a lie. i want to choke you and make you feel wasted, tortured, unneeded. i want to keep you crappy, i dont want to cuddle while we talk of nonsense. Just to be away from you makes me happy.
