Chirstmas withoyt you

I don't know what to do it's almost another Christmas without you..i cannot believe that by this day u where still my love my everything..i don't know how to make u understand that i love u and that i never wanted us to be apart..but i know this is the truth and there is nothing i can do it's gonna be another Christmas without u another Christmas without the one that i adore ..it's seems SO hard to forget what we once had because u are now apart of me that just doesn't die ...i wish i could just cut that part of my life but if i did i wouldn't have a heart...i wish u could see the way i feel how this pain is very real..how it hurt me deep inside that this is gonna be another Christmas ...another Christmas remembering our sad goodbye