A thing about cutting

You told me nothing but lies
you twisted my arms
you held me under water
you made little red marks

you told my life story
you realesed my pain
you saw the real me
so little and weak

you held me down
pushed me to the dark
you left marks on my wrists
so deep it hurts

so many scars
so much blood
so many tears
so much pain

the scars are on cold skin
the blood around my body
the tears are not mine
and pain is felt all around

theres nothing i can do
went to far
a little to deep
took my life now

i know your crying
i know your hurt
but trust me i'm better now
i'm happy i'm smiling

please you have to understand
its not fake not this time round
please you have to understand
i'm gone out of your life for good

its not your fault
no not at all
you see the sparkling metal in my hand
it just happened to slip